Thursday, October 18, 2007

eh

well, it is the best time of the year. activities of outsideness with little searing sun but just the right amount of breeze. the ability to wear multiple types of clothes. transition foods and cooking; all the good things that make you want to be productive.

of course that is complemented by work and my continued inability to transition to a job where i can make a difference, challenge myself, and utilize the backpack of skills i've been acquiring. i'm planning on adding one more skill set (LEED accreditation) and then attempting to find a dynamic development position. hopefully something will come up; but after constant searching and evaluation i'm coming to the point of realizing that i might as well just do things myself. you know, throw on the mantel of entrepreneurial spirit and learn from some failures while achieving varying degrees of success.

i have come to realize that organizations and structures are not set up to excel, but to perpetuate; and there's nothing exciting or challenging about the predictable unless it is your passion, which even then can become rote.

so i think i'll have to put on my pants and stride out with a sense of running things instead of convincing people to let me join their team.

fun times as always,

me